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Now my MOOD!! Feeling UBER !@@#!@#$%$^%^$&*



I am CONFUSED...

I am TIRED!!!



Someone please guide me along.... ( literally teach me what to do please.)



OMFG!!!!



AGAIN, SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT??? I DO NOT WISH TO LET YOU DOWN TOO! :(



I HAD SO MUCH THINGS TO SAY BUT I CAN'T!

LIFE=LOVE+CARRER...



:((((

heuruex :)

New Wallet! gonna take really good care of it man! I got the brown colour one. NICE!!! It been a long time ever since I want to get it....

This year is ending in a few days time... Bad year goes and good new year come!

omg... My room is still in a mess... when mom comes back... there goes the nagging...

gonna do something man....

Yesterday was an adventure day man!!! It was CRAZY!!! Jun Rong and I suppose to went fishing but ended up we went walking discovering the jungle... ( it's a army training ground..) Inside the jungle we saw a cobra.. and my first reaction was JUNRONG.... SNAKEEEE.... wth man.. and both of us stop and stand still.. he say: just go la, we never disturb he wont disturb us.. okay. let's go then... and finally we found a pond! LIKE GOT MANY FISH LA. ya your head man jun rong!!! we go there like freaking feed mosquito man... UR FAULT!!! after awhile we got bored and we went out and cursing swearing the mosquito... Next stop we head to Thomson area... over there we see fishes swimming around and we thought we had a chance to at least catch something but ended up those fishes are smart! LOL... This Sunday we are going to fish again! This time round we WILL catch something as we planned to fish the WHOLE DAY! :)))

Christmas is just round the corner! 1 more hour to go...

I want to do gym!!! but this mean i got to sacrifice something... and can I juggle my time well???

god....

Bon Nuit!!!

Nice! :)

Great day!!

3hour on trainer early in the morning....
camp....
physio...
rehab....
massage!!!!

I love the day! :))))

This week is gonna be a easy week.

Just bought a Bike Tower... and now... OMG... my room don't have space for it... leaving it in the living room now. Mom gonna kill me when she returns back from china for holiday.

Having a car is good!!! transport to anywhere is nothing.. LOVE IT!

I am so dead tired though.... Perhaps is time for me to go to bed!
This week will be a short working week and will be a LONG RELAXING WEEK!!! love it!!
Am gonna wake up tomorrow morning and do some research and save it on my itouch so I can bring to camp and read it....

Bon nuit!

BAD!!!

I cheated myself...... I am a sluttt....

This week of training was SHITTT... BASICALLY = DONT RIDE AT ALL...
my god... like that how to turn pro??? dont say pro... but how to even win a small race?
I feel so shitt man!!!

where did my discipline go to?

I am still considering wheather should I get the bike tower? Is not a something that I NEED BUT A WANT.. ?
Having the URGE to spend some cash.... No Comments...

Tomorrow 3hours again on trainer!! Hopefully I don't bribe myself again.... Onot... I am seriously in deep shit...

My friends please come back soon!!! I miss riding with you guys...

time to sleep....
christmas is coming....

:()

Should I or Should I not...

I am so so so so so so ......... , ... , ..... ,

Cest La Vie....

endless....

nightss....

Dots!!!

Been living on this year for 20 years! Every year seem to past faster and faster and by the time you know, I am already 20year old! Feeling old? Jaymee said you make me feel so old!!! Rolf...

I am OFF from camp today! The feeling of not returning back to camp is like!!! HEAVEN MAN!!! :D

So what have I done for the whole day today?
Back to studio for EBUZZ shoot... It's been long time not seeing Jaymee.. She ask me, : So, how are you going to celebrate your birthday today? I answer perhaps nothing... And she reply aren't you going to get drunk and be happening about it!!??!?!? I laugh... Haha... LOL...

Anyways, I am really getting rusty on my camera skills ya!!!... Oh well, hope that what I had film today are alright! :)

I miss studio's coffee machine!!! Glad that I had them today!!! but still not enough!...

7more month to ORD!!! LOL.... still long ya! can't wait anymore... I miss my OUTSIDE LIFE!!!

Feeling of taking half day off tomorrow and laze at home!!! but... I think don't waste my OFF ba...

OFF to bed man... Anyways, I want to thank you MOM & DAD for the dinner!!! & Raymond for the lunch too!

My WISH is " I will let you know if you want to know!"

Bon Nuit
Affectuez & Manque!!!

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:)

First time riding on roller! First impression: kind of scary!!! It's all about balancing! Will I not fall down by wearing power balance? What a QUESTION?? Apart from my nonsense, this morning I did my workout on the roller... Almost cause a few fall at the start.

Anyways, Tim told me power balance and live strong band actually degrade our performance??

Awesome Monday to me! Morning sleep in camp, afternoon physio and massage! Without say, I rode early in the morning!

I am so tired already! Time to bed! Tomorrow OFF :) woohhoooo...
Studio tomorrow! :)

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Nice day YA! :)

Today's training was totally RUBBISH!

This anit how you train at all! TRAINING ZONE ARE THERE! FOLLOW IT!

Got to drive BMW! OMG!!! power too the max man! :) more to come :))))
anyways, Fyi! BMW is sponsoring our team OCBC SINGAPORE CYCLING TEAM!

time to sleep.... nights my friends...

zzZZzzZZzzzZZZZZzzzz....

:) :(

Had A great ride this morning!

Actually Singapore night life isn't so boring ya.... haha... I rode past St James Power Station and Butter Factory at around 3am and to my surspise those ppl are just coming out and cabbing back home!

I feltt that I had a SINFUL LUNCH!!! ate at least 6 slice of pizza, chicken wings, wedges, pesi!!! OMGGGG!!!! ( I am A FAT-SILM BOY! )
I have been weighing myself everyday.. Luckily I didn't gain weight!

Perhaps Nature will take the course.... Let it be... Let it be...

Christmas is coming!!! My BIRTHDAY ALSO COMING!!! :) but oh well... this year will be a very SAD and Lonely Birthday.. :( everyone will be off to training camp this sunday.... oh welll... life is like this... accept the facts...

Rest day ya!

Rest day!!! Yeah!!! A day where everyone look forward to. :)

Had a long physio session with claire. :) follow by massage! :)
Now my legs feeling more refreshed! :)

Training well!!! Am happy :)

Let's HOPE tomorrow I go Medical Centre and return back with a GOOD NEWS!!! It better be!!

Am I too self-conscious on my food intake? I think I am! Everytime I finish my meal I would think "OMG, what I had ate just now was so SINFUL!" I am getting FATTER!!...
I am going to start weighting myself everyday!
If I am knowledge enough I will weight every food before I consume... dots.... (That's way too extreme!)

Am I diligent enough? I hope I am!...

Time now is 1902... Time for bed... going to wake up early for training tomorrow..
Sleep Early, Wake Up Early! Let's practice this!

Bon Nuit

what a joke!

Finally! back home! I miss my bed and pillow!!!

Had a great ride this morning. but here comes a joke!
I got lost at SHETON WAY (AGAIN!) oh my.....

The joke started off 2 and a half year ago. Where I got lost in sheton way after having a water break from our ride. I remember clearly. Upon reaching the junction when I missed a turn where Jun rong and Paul tan rode off, I asked Lemuel "So does this way lead to Mt Faber? (Which is not true!! that way does leads back Mt Faber! Lemuel Lee YOU BLUFF ME!!) He answer me NO! then I say okay. I faster turn back and chase after Jun rong and Paul. After turning here and there. It seems that I am still stuck in the maze.. After so many try, I gave up. (FLAG FOR A CAB!) what a JOKE I got myself.... and till now... my mates are still laughing at me!!! LOL MAN...
How did I got lost at sheton way again? Today there was a Standard Charted Run. So they close the road.... I thought I can make my way towards Brash Basah or Victoria street instead but ended up I went merry go round at Coller Quay Rd.... Lucky enough that I managed to find my way out and continue my ride safely and no worries!!

How to get lost in Singapore??? haha.. I have no idea how to answer you this question.... :D

Rode 6hours.... feeling very satisfied after I reach home! 6hours riding alone! boring though but I like it!

Mel, I have something to tell you... My birthday is coming!!! and I think you know what is my wish! get back to me soon!

okay... time to hope on to my bed! camp tomorrow.... Boring....

Bon Nuit
Affectuex & Manque

:( :)

Duty on weekend doesn't mean to be a bad thing at all... It actually let me reflect myself, clear my mind and let my body rest..

During the rest time, I think! I ask myself... Answer: I don't know what to do.... Should I or should I not?

Live to ride or ride to live?
Everything is achievable!

All my recent post are so EMO!! I hate it!!!

Change... Change.... Change.... Change.... Change to be happy!!!!
I want to be a happy boy!!!!

I miss my bicycle!!!

SAD!!!

Do you know that you are very very tired?!?!?!
You are breaking down soon!!!
Your body won't be able to take it anymore!!!

I AM really MENTALLY AND PHYSICAL TIRED AND DOWN!!!
I feel so PRESSURISE!!! Really. I can't take it anymore....

Could you help me?
I feeling so helplesss....


nights....