What a day! What a weekend! :((((((
Making new friend is hard, Losing a friend is even harder!
I really hate this feeling!!! Please stop it!!! I am so tired of this!!!
I am feeling so stress up, fed up, disapointed, depress, mentally down... I can't think of anything.. I had so much things to do and complete but.. all stuck here.
How much I want back my discipline.. Keeping myself on form.. Riding 4 to 5 hours every weekend is really not enough for me.. I need to ride 5 to 6 hours instead! I feel like really shit now... SHITT!!! 2 days late for training in a row! I didn't even heard my alram ringing.
I miss Sunday dinner with the team. I really miss it... the day, the people, the dinner, that moment where laughters are there. In a way, I was quite dissapointed too.. Hope next time you could make yourself free and be there with us...
Bro, You do not need to tortured yourself in any ways. Is really no point and it's BBY! Please be back to yourself and stop making people around you so worried about you. From your family to MJ and to your friends!
All this while there's so much things bothering non-stop! I really need a break man!!!
CEST LA VIE! :(
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