Long Post!!!

It's been sometime not posting anything.....

Well, what can i say? This is how life goes...

Good and Bad things... Cest La Vie!

Had a lousy ride on saturday! I had too much high expectation on myself and to the others. The whole ride doesn't feel like the ride I am suppose to ride on or to train for.. It just feels like SHIT to me and I can't tolerate myself riding at the pace which I didnt meet my ways of training criteria. Maybe/ Or I am just wrong... Which It just result in how I am stuck at the zone where no matter how much and hard work put it, it's still no imporvement made.. :( :( :(

Woke up LATE this morning AGAIN!!! IT'S THE WORD "LATE AGAIN". shitt... hate it hate it hate it... :( went rushing like hell getting my bottle fill up and grabbing some SIS bars and off to 0830 Ride. rode the other direction to meet them halfway as I am already LATE!!! I hope this will be my last time waking up late for ride!! :( Went to watch YOG mens open road race.. we reach there just in time to watch the finishing only as everyone knows how singapore traffic system is like... JAM here JAM there... Jam till we fed up and just park somewhere on the payment path and just walk over... Watching the winner's country flag flying up high in the air.. having asking myself. Will I have a chance to bring Singapore to glory and carrying the flag flying up high in the air too? I want to.. it's easy to say.. but it's how much hardwork and effort you put in brings you up there!

I am going for my wrist operation this thursday... Can't wait... but having fear too... having thoughts of myself on the operation bed, waiting for the doctor to come. and the equipments lay nicely beside me.. DOTS!!! It's just freak me out..

I really hope everything goes according to my plans. TDL my next aim and goal.. Though I know the training time is short to come in time for the race. With what I had plans in mind, everything should goes well with my determination, hardwork and discipline comes in.

Well, It's going to be an OFF SEASON for me!!! :)) Time to make use of this time to recover well and start planning how my training plan come in with Frankie.

Bon Nuit
Sweet dreams