Life?!?!?

I know what I want in life. but i am not doing anything...

equipment, chances , opportunties are there for me, yet I am still not doing anything.

it rain this morning and i didn't went out riding, just bring out the trainer and cycle for less than 20mins and i am off...

my mentality is just as weak as whom i thought i was.

seeing my mates lemuel doing so well and me just being riding everywhere making no plans for future...

food that i consume nowadays is so SINFUL to me....

how much I say now will it be turn to action?

Someone help pull me up from my dream... I do not want to be in there anymore...

I had enough of off season...

I have alot of issuses coming along..
I am very upset on it..

I want to be the best out of the best. Not only to defeat others but the real opponents is in me!

bon nuit