Randoness.... :(

4more month and i ORD... Times files! Plans for future? unsure? I am really to let go of u. but can I? I am trouble... I am not happy... I need motivation! I am not leading on a life that I plan. perhaps next year the earth will just died and every human being will be vanish from the earth. Live now or Regret later? I don't know what i want now... I want to explore the whole world! I need a break! Who can I shout out to?