Dumb!

I feel so DUMB!!! Am I? Yes, I am! Dumb Boy!

It's been awhile since I last blogged.. It feel so empty and lonely in here..

After all I thought I was a strong boy.. Looking back... I was all the while inside my snail shelf. I didn't learn anything... A setback that I wouldn't ever overcome it... I am just a weakling..

How is my cycling coming along? I feel I am shit... Literally shit!!! Is not my training plan gave me shit... My training plan is real "awesome" thanks to my coach Frankie! The shits I am receiving is from MYSELF!!! I am not pushing myself enough!

When will the gap be resolved?

I shouldn't even post this post! I am physically and emotionally tired and down!
Am I just been atrocious?

volonte vous venir retour?
je am en esperant pour I' mieux.