nothing is too late!

Something I odd/should have read and understand you. Nothing is too late. If we would open up ourselves, that's the biggest step to do and your already halfway through the game! No one has the right to laugh or despise you. Because everyone makes mistakes!

Harsh Words said by others are meant to learnt and to reflect on it. We alway Learnt things from the hard way... Or not we won't be having these problems.

Yes I admit that sometimes I am very going overboard on somethings.. Small little things can seem to be cumlative and after that voclanno begins! But that life! CEST LA VIE! We learnt from it and don't repeat the mistake. We shouldn't whine on it and keep negative thoughts. It seems easy to say it out but how Many people are there doing that, the same mistakes! When times passes and to think back about it you will find yourself stupid. When do you want to make your life and others in a difficult situtation?

Life is a very simple and could be a happy journey to walk on!

I had always wanted to post this! But can't find any time so had it pre blog during my transporation time.

I Want you to learnt from it. Not just see and ( i c u c I c u )! Understand it!

I might be a straightforward person it's because if there's no one to tell you this I will tell you. You can hate me but for you to think back and learnt from those things and lead towards the right path in life. I think it's worth doing it!

From what I see and read and observe from you. You know the problem but you aren't sloving it.

CEST LA VIE

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Must POST!

Stay up so late just to post this blog!!


It's 1.20am.



Went for a moive (AFTERSHOCK).

A very emotional disaster story shot.
How a mother was forced to make the most difficult decision in her life. And therefore someone who need to be scarifice.

It's a must to watch! Something that no one will ever one to .. .. .

Camp!....!....!

CEST LA VIE!

Complicated. Something that must be changed and learned from it.

Your a great friend to me.

When you think you wouldn't want to hurt your fellow familes/mates/people around you, you will eventually still hurt yourselves and others. When you are sad. people around you will be affected badly too. I had it once before and thinking/refelcting back at it. It was a foolish act.

"Only when you lose something, you will get to know the feeling of loss."

Good nights my friends

Drastic changes?

Life!!! Cest la vie...

The more U LIED... the more in returns you will get back... is up to us to decide our route in life!

I need new toys!!! that's where things inspire me and motivate me!!

there's not a need for me to do that at all....

I can STIR things up so badly till you won't be able to face the facts...

I am sitting down to see free show happening in few months time. CEST LA VIE!

Brother... we talked about it this afternoon... haha! we will see man....

never under estimate someone u know.... or when time come you will be crying for help...

the simplest mens in the world are the most cunning ones..

Is a very random post I post.... No idea why i did this... but is what all i have/want to say!

Life is a never ending game...

Finally I have time to being able to blog again!

Passed TP. Damn happy! transport shouldn't be a problem to me again! been driving around too :) Happy :)

Ran 8km... Clock 35mins.... Legs very sore now! walk got problem but riding no problem. next time I wont want to run in camp again!!!

Went for buffola wing again!

Something that I am happy about! "I love it when things get back to normal! when Family is Family again! :)" Sometimes boundaries in life are there for us to learn and let go!

Let get back to a topic on Life is a never ending game.... How should I blog about this?

1. Training ???

Had I been training? NO!

2. What had I been doing?

I don't even know!!! waiting for time to come...

3. Motivation???

Inspire me something???

4. Goals???

yet to have...

Something to noted...

whatever we humans speaks or do, nothing is able to compare to a "Action speaks louder than words!"

I want to be the best in whatever I am in! but without your own strong determination things won't happen...

What would I want from myself now???

Bye...

Happy!!! :)

Finally! All my efforts paid off! To be realistic is "all my money paid off!" :P

1 down from my TODO list...

next will be my operation!

My training will be resume shortly. Time to start back all my training... if others can why not? all i need to do is to wake up even early to ride and ride after work and be home late. Mileage...

I do not wish to post this but it seems rather pissess me off....

Human are stupid creatures... they are clever when luck come in with them...
i do not wish to name them... figure yourself...

for example.... ppl in singapore are very KAISU... very competitive... but competitive in the wrong way... if you want to be in it... you better learn smart and figure out the ways to strike your opponent down, and prove them your GOOD.... this will make others respect you! or not.... just keep your ******** quiet... "EXAMPLE: Sportsmanship, you win it with pride and make ppl respect you!" Ppl won't forget about the bad things you did... remember it..........................

another thing that piss me off is.... AVIODING... aren't you just gulity over what you are doing or having now? think about it... if I wouldn't say those things to you.... do you think you will even reply me??? save your excuses or reasons.... humans are the same... If someone offer to help. you should be more than happy to reply and also to save more trouble for them.... understand it and not ranting it... It make sense....

like what I have mention before in others post... human being are selfish creatures... some learn.. some dosen't.... if you get it you will learn things through your way easily... or not.. you are just stuck in between like a dumb creature... which I am still in someways...

Everything we do have pros and cons.... is how you want things to be and how you make them happen!!! follow your means....

Boone nuit

dreams depress??

Does dreams still ever come true? It wasn't what I want or wish to have but it seems to be giving me uncertain doubts... It wasn't just a one time things but occured 5 to 6 times till now.. I am very confuse and unsure. Please guide me along.

I feel so depress at this moment in my life... Tomorrow is the day... I really hope that all my efforts paid off.

Yesterday night was my first time ever feeling so down in these few months.. It just strike me down.. The feeling that no one would wants to feel it..

I just did something silly.... I am so tired.... I need my bed...

Nights

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day passes so fast

everything files....

2 more days....

when your so busy times passes so fast....

camp tomorrow...

shit....

I am so so so blank in my mind...

I have so much things to do...

but I am stuck!!!

all i do is to just wait for time and things to come...

I am not doing anything!!!

I am feeling very empty...

I needs someone to talk to....

someone whom I can share my life to...

again.... All bad touches to the end... I have been listening to it for more than a couple of times...

Sleep is the best... nothing to keep me thinking..

nights...

the emmmmo night....

the moon without the stars accompany...

all good things come to the end!

Been busy these few days.. Had actually no idea what to post too.. Knowing that you had start a new relationship. Knowing that this day will come in time too. I have no say to myself.
It ended and it came again.. Time .. ...... . . I am sorry.

So what have I busy on? Driving lesson. 3 more days. Please bless me!

I had neglect on my cycling alot... Frankie spoke to me while I was having lab test yesterday.. He's really sort of dissapointed in me alot... having such a great VO2 that my body inherit but the mind or the heart not going is useless as compared to someone who has a lousy VO2 but he/she pushing and training hard for it! This is a real wake up call for me!!! Anyways, I really can't believe on my VO2 without these serious training nowadays! How did I have it or do it? :) Who knows? God knows :)

Had outdoor shoot with hoods production again! My most favourite production house! The most comfortable working style to work with. On the other hand studio was having music video shoot too. Royston Tan the director. Lunch was catered for over 50 persons, so imagine how many crews and talents for the production. They rented bird's production lorry too. My gosh! The production lorry was way bigger than what I thought. The equipments inside was ..... Whooaaa!! Met this girl too. A camera assistant working fulltime in this industry.. It's kind of... You know girls fulltimer on production set. Hard to believe but know it exist. Good! Anyway, I can't reveal anything much regards the music video. It's for private viewing. Okay. Nothing more or not there goes my big mouth!!! O, something to share? next week raymond will be off for 2hours during the shoot and I will be the one shooting! GOD!!! exciting but scary.. been really very rusty with camera. I will do my very best to light and shoot!! :)

I am really in love with the song. All good things come to he end. Flames to dust. Lovers to friends.

Need to koon now. Tomorrow driving at 7am. After that to studio for shoot! Knockout!!! :)

chi chi and tim... when will you guys be online again?? :)

boonnee nuit!!

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short post!

Everything I want to say in this post are fill in this 2 song.

All Bad Touches comes to the end!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FR8sKd-3pQ

I fell in love with this song so much! am crazily in love with this song!

How six song collide
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKKl95Ttrc&feature=related

Slowly appreciate and understand how life is.
Don't waste it....
Is very meaningful to me!
It's really beautiful!
have a long way to go and to experience things that aren't discover yet.

Is so coincidence. What can I say? Please go for a long break. Sense it, Feel it.

A meaningful ride and day to me. Thanks Auntie Pohlin and Winston!

6 more days!!!

bonne nuit

:(

Is my fault.

I am sorry.

hurts :(

Have nothing to say...

It really hurts...

Really....

A hush remark....

No one knows myself better than I do....

Something that I couldn't believe....

Drastic changes....

Reflection should be done....

Something you will regret forever...

Something that no one can control....

Think about it....

I gave it so much....

It hurts especially from you....

A deep scar left on me by you...

It should be an happy ending but because of a word....

UNDERSTANDING...

:( :( :( :(

It's really hard to come by...

not easy to get over someone u cherish and live so much for.

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Point Post

I can't believe I am rotting at home...

I am real lazy...

I am not motivated at all...

I can't believe on what I am doing nowadays....

after 12 it will be 12 july 2010....

2 months....

U just wouldn't believe....

I am still in you!

9 more days to TP!

I am not well prepare...

had afternoon nap again...

I think that's all for this post?

good nights

:(

Long day!

woke up late for shoot!!! 6am calltime. I 6.20am wake up! brush my teeth and throw my clothing into the bag! helmet on and off from my house to studio with my bicycle! Was a terribly morning! Luckily Raymond didn't said anything.

first location at jurong swimming pool and second at upper seletar reservoir! let talk more on second location! was a artifical raining scene! the raining scene will cause 3,5k for half a day! will upload some set photos when I download it to my computer. From artifical raining scene it became a real raining scene. I think this is my first raining outdoor shoot with raymond! The field was so muddy man! my white nike shoe became a muddy dirty nike shoe! going to wash it tommorrow after my driving lesson.

well, I am very happy with today's plan! No complains even it was raining cats and dogs. :)

I wanted to post something! but after thinking twice. no use also! 'chi chi'you will know what I want to. whatever you decide or want to do is your own life! what I can say or to motivate you in any other ways I have try! no reply mean no reply! Human nature?

tommorrow going to be a short day. I guess.... maybe indoor workout?

I want to post more things. but i need to sleep now!!!

going to rest now!

bonne nuit!

Question Mark?

whole day in SSC...

seek opinion from Dr Comex and Lab test!!!

So I have decide to go for my operation after my coming C-T scan. I need to get this done ASAP!

Lab test.... I know myself... bad.... :( did skin fold too... and guess what!!! MY WEIGHT??? I can't believe... 53kg!!!... SHIT i have really been eating rubbish! I need to control my diet man! skin fold value also increase.. BAD!!!

Looking at the calendar. Plans make here and there. Time really files.

Tp in 11 more days.. I just want to get it done 1 time and for all!
went for driving lesson... bad... :( anyways, I met my secondary school mates.. it's been really a long time not able to see you... yeah! everyone changed after awhile. you did too:) hope to catch up soon and chat again.

distraught...

if you are unsure! you should just wait till you are ready to start new. it's the same principle as "if you are unsure of how to handle or do things, you should consult or understand it first. " not just blindly go with the flow... It will just hurt you more eventually.... Believe in yourselves.

tommorrow shoot we will be having rain machine for the rain scene! awesome! something new to look forward and excited for! but this means i have to ride by myself ...

I have been really lazy nowadays.. I am so so tired.... that's all for now... maybe tommorrow i post a long one!

tommorrow 0645 studio... need to koon now! or not...

Celine Dion - Alone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BBVi4dZyi8&feature=related

bonne nuit!

How will humans REACT?

2012? Watched during my gurad rest. NICE! storyline good!!! Show how human beings are. From selfish to selfless! There so much you can do.

How people make decision even it is known to the end of the world.

How scarfices are made to save billions of people.

How would things bring or savage a broken family or relationship back to life.

What would we human beings to when we know the world is coming to the end?

How will we react?

In life the most important people you will find and to treasure is still down to your family! they are the ones who are beside you accompanying you when you are down or even to share with you the happiness and joy! So! Don't ever let them drift away from you! Never ever!

Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYMDXK9ZpxQ

today's ride was....... my heart also pump out... Never train... Not commit enough... I need to get my wrist done ASAP!

I suddenly have the urge to go mounatin bike and downhill!! chi chi faster return back!

TDF!!! Petacchi won! nice brunch sprint. POWER MAN!

okay. sleeping time soon! I am lazy to blog others as I find it too long to blog! will continue when I have the time!

Bonne nuit :)

Something to share!

Bring this wherever you go!

weather your post regard on me or not. I will still say this. In life there bound to lot of boundaries. In life there's no right or wrong choice! we always do our best and hope for the best we could! In life there's nothing too late to be ammend.

what excatly have I been doing? like nothing lei... I am way behind time man.

I have been really lazy nowadays. I feel like sleeping now. time for bed!

bonne nuit

Venture? Happy Go Lucky?

salut

watching TDF! 43km more to finishing.. crashes here and there? 19 km more!! 6.1km! lol... CEST LA VIE!

I want to go mountain biking soon.... but no bike... chi chi... shall we? settle for me mountain bike k? please :) come back asap!!!

I want to go racing now!!! I want to ride my bicycle every now and then!

Believe in yourself and things will go along with you! If there's a will there's a way! No matter what you do you will have my support! Anyways, catch up soon! Need to pass your stuff back. School is reopening! you would need them back badly by then. Let me know when you free, will arrange with you. Start your day with A smile :) and the smile will carry with you till the end of the day!

15 more days to TP.. feeling nervous? YES! extreme! I want to get my license so badly man!

I have been too hyperactive... keep on talking non-stop like a radio dj :) friends say I am halfway in IMH... LOL... crazy... bby la hor :)

I need to koon liao... Tomorrow will be a long day. I need my bed so badly. k, 1 ice-cream before to bed:)

bonne nuit

???

today's ride was sooooooo boring..... it's like monday blue... :(


everyone is so lazy nowadays.


Slept throughtout the whole afternoon... what a rare thing i will ever do?! Mom said I slept like a pig :@ LOL.

appointments booking here and there....

Medical need to be clear ASAP!

16 more days to TP! I can't wait man....

20 more days to 1 year solider...

TDF...

good luck to my mates. Junrong and junadi. have a safe trip to france and train hard and enjoy yourself over there! don't forget to buy something back for me! :P

hmm... I want to sleep liao... koon.. zzzz... short and sweet?? :)

bonne nuit

hey hey hey hey.......

went overboard this morning.... haha :) CG you know what i mean.. :)

had a lousy game just now.... got own by you guys man.. anyway playing pool and bowling is not my type of sport. :)

let's talk about U & ME....

during my free time I will read back those comments on your wall.. I laughed to myself... really laughing at those comments.. seeing how actually people in your circle returning bad comments indirectly.. it's really NICE ONE! WELL, HUMAN ARE CEST LA VIE! :) every words in a sentence holds different meaning and feelings. it's how you can re-construct it.

I guess I had really learnt lots through this coming 2 months. More to learnt.

The cruise is about to set off around the world and continue his dreams and his future!


bonne nuit

BIG SIGH!! :(

What a bad day... :(

It's really been awhile... :(

Got knock down by taxi.. :(

Now my bum pain, wrist pain, leg pain, heart pain... :( I hope it doesn't affect my spine.. That the most important thing!

Had a talk with da niao. Had some advice from him regards on my operation and my cycling career! I should heed his advice!

My next big aim or next big race! Tour de lankawagi. If everything goes smoothly with my operation in too! This race will be my biggest aim for early 2011. I wish to bring you there too.

Plans will be made with Frankie and Dr Comex and Daniel asap! And training will start asap!

Went to studio first before heading to Daniel's shop. Auntie Brenda was there too. They was about to shoot E-News! The host Marion Caunter and Dominic Lau, Ask me weather to join them in their hosting with my OCBC jersey! Haha:) they are mad! AND! I haven't gave Raymond an answer... Hmmm.. Should I go? I want to take a break too! Sigh.. I really misses Studio much!

Anyway, this morning I was reading the newspaper about Marion Caunter. She is those hot tech-chicks. She had her blackberry and ipad in her bag and to accompany her during her make-up and when she's free. She find those gadgets are good for killing time.
more information: http://divaasia.com/article/9767. go check it out...

This reminds me of the blackberry apps and themes that I can recommend to you and make you love them then you will be crazy over your blackberry! :)

Met some of my oeti friends during today's SAF parade. Had some talk session with them and found out their friends sell blackberry too! Haha! Gosh, I want also. It means i must have the blackberry plan too or not it's useless.. But I am still considering. :)

Driving lesson was great! Awesome! Went in the circuit. To familiar the place. Parell parking. Reverse see the 1 box then after that full turn in then after you see the behind yellow box turn straight after that see your wheel touch the white line full turn in. After that slowly adjust if it's not straight. Must not forget this! Very important! 20 more days!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!

Sigh!!! My back is hurting... Should have taken down his contact no and car plate. Sigh... Why I always forget!!! So dumb of me! useless shit...

I had full of injuries on my body!!! Really need some time to recover! :(

I mailed you! But don't know weather will you reply? I felt so upset when you don't reply me :(

somehow I can sense something bad is facing towards me... I think I just know the answer...
I don't know weather am I thinking too much??

well.... cest la vie...

Dieu benir moi

Boonne nuit
Affectueux vous toujours
Manqué vous

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